This Issue 94 of Hope On The Rocks, entitled "Call Me Crusoe".
This issue is Chad-centric.
716, Call Me Crusoe
In prison, my first cellmate was named J-Tech. He was a terrible person. He stated that he was in for murder only, but rumors said that he had raped children as well. That man was sick.
I have never been scared of being alone. In prison I actually wanted to be alone. But what I am scared of, is not to have love in my life.
All these thoughts run through my head as I drive the RV, Garrett sitting in the passenger seat.
“Do you believe there is a God?” Garrett suddenly asks.
I look at him, muttering “If there is, I can’t see what the hell he’s doing, bringing the dead alive.”
“Maybe...” Garrett says, sounding sad. Well, his friend and former co-worker just died, so that’s understandable. “Maybe it’s like Noah’s Arc? Maybe all the bad people are going to die?”
I sigh. “If that’s the case, why am I still here?” I realize that Garrett doesn’t know that I have been in prison, so I continue. “I mean, I’ve killed people.”
“So have I...” Garrett just says. “So have I.”
“Hey, papi.” Timmy says, laying his hand on my shoulder. I take a quick look back, seeing him with Al. “Our shift.”
I nod, parking the car. Once every fifth hour, we have a short brake. Right now we’re in the middle of nowhere. A few abandoned cars in the side of the road, but other than that here’s emtpy.
“Hey, sorry about Frank.” Al says to Garrett, who just nods as a ‘thank you.’ “I know the two of you were close before the outbreak.”
I get up from the chair, then I head outside. I don’t like comforting people, and I even less like hearing people getting comforted.
“Hey.” Margaret says. She has been driving with Gord, Doug and Kristen in another car.
I see her, leaning up one of the abandoned cars. She seems tired.
Going towards her, I begin to smile. I had a wife once, however she was the reason I ended up in prison. She cheated on me, so I stole a lot of money from her. Too many money. I got three years for that.
I was 24 at that point.
“You look tired.” I say, jokingly.
Margaret smiles. “I am.”
We have only kissed once so far; that time in the RV after Dani died. But I like Margaret, and I think she likes me too.
“I have been thinking, Chad.” Margaret says, looking around, then she meets my eyes.
“Let me hear?” I mutter, standing very close to her.
“I don’t want to die alone. I want to...” Margaret begins.
I then interrupt her with a kiss. I agree with her that we shouldn’t have to be alone. And I want to spend the rest of my life with Margaret.
If we knew a priest, I would have married Margaret right away.
“Chad, are you sure...” Margaret says, but doesn’t finish her sentence as I kiss her.
“I’m sure.” I say, looking the woman in her eyes.
I think about telling her about my past, not having any secrets. But I’m afraid that she will push me away if I do.
So I don’t.
Deaths
- None
Credits
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