Endangered/Issue 4 (Old)

This is Issue 4 of Endangered and is titled Lara.

Lara
''I could hear the screams again. The same screams my mommy makes every night. I can hear Daddy screaming at her again and I can hear that hitting noise. Mommy tells me to ignore it but I can't. I sit there and cover my ears but I can't ignore it. Her screams are to much. Suddenly I can hear foosteps marching up the steps. I grow scared as my door is kicked down and my daddy comes in drunk.''

My eyes quickly open as I jump up, gasping for air as I do. I take a look around the room to see it was all just a dream. A dark cruel dream. I sigh in relief and I plop down onto my bed, only for my alarm clock to ring.

I throw the blanket off my body as I slowly start to rise from my bed, wiping my eyes in hope that they soon wake up. Once they are semi-open I get off my bed standing and I soon stretch my back.

After that it was pretty much a normal day getting ready for school. Did my hair and make up and all that. But it was always hard deciding what to wear. What shirt, what skirt. Which bra. Which underwear. It was all so hard. Alright so after a while I finally decided what to wear. My pink panties with the black bra and over top that I wore my dark skinny jeans, that cute belt to go with it, the pink short sleeve shirt, my bad girl black boots and the black leather jacket to finish it off. I was ready for the day.

I exited my room and began to wake my way down stairs and into the kitchen, where my parents sat eating. That's another thing I hared; My parents. They treat me like I'm a kid and always yell at me for my life style and shit. They want me to be a responsible young adult or something. Personally I think my mom is jealous that she don't have a body like me. They glance at me as I walk into the kitchen and grab a water out of the fridge. "Aren't you gonna eat?" My dad asks as he finishes eating and picks up the newspaper. I can briefly see the front page say CANNIBAL ATTACK but I ignore it.

"I'm eating at school." I say before I try and begin to walk out.

"Take off that jacket." I can hear my mom say behind me. "It makes you like a...a. toy."

"No. I like the jacket." I pick up my school bag and head for the door.

"Lara you listen to your mother!"

"No." I say before shutting the door and making my way to school. ____________________________________________________________________________________________

After a shitty ten minutes of walking I finally end up my high school. Now this is the time to put my game on since I was known as the "Sexiest Girl" in the school. So I begin my walk in and watch as some boys stare at me. I could get anyone that I wanted. I was the girl along with my friends.

I walk down the halls of the school and over to my locker where I begin to put my books into my bag and all. But as I am throwing stuff in I can hear footsteps behind me and suddenly I can feel a hand smack my ass hard. I laugh and turn over to the hottest guy in school, Lee Sonny. "Why hey there Sonny."

"Hey there sexy." Sonny begins to say in a smooth talker way. "You know it's been a while since...." Lara smiles as she knows what Sonny is talking about. It has been a long time and she was pretty bored today. She puts up three fingers signaling third period and he grins. "Alright. See ya then." He says as he grabs my butt cheek. "Get ready."

"I'm not the one who needs to be ready." I smirk and say before walking away. I can feel his eyes still staring at me and I smirk, knowing it's gonna be a fun day. I walk down the hall over to my friends locker, who is currently throwing books into her bag. "Hey girl." I say as I plop onto the lockers next to one of my bff's, Lindsay.

"Heyyyyy." She says as she throws her locker shut. "What up girl."

"My parents are killing me." I begin to complain "My dad refused to give me money for my prom dress so I got to use my own money."

"Omg that bastard." Lindsay says in agreement "Don't worry girl I will personally come down and help you pick a dress."

"Thank you." I sigh in relief before I change the subject to Prom, which is this Saturday. "So who you taking to prom?"

"I am taking Peter Lopez." She says with a smile since Peter is one of the hottest people ever. We both squeal. "So who you taking."

"Lee." I say "Cause after prom is over I wanna have a good time if you know what I mean." Lindsay smiles at this comment naughty.

"Lara you naughty girl."

"I aint naughty yet. Be free to say that after third period though." I brag about my sexual life. It feels great.

Some time later I found myself in the locked school bathroom, making out with Lee who had his hands up my shirt and he was unbuckling my bra. I smile as he soon rips my bra from under my shirt. Next thing I know I am leaning against the sinks with him on top of me. He begins to unbuckles his jeans as I drop my jeans to the ground. I soon rip off my shirt and I am just left with a pair of panties, which makes Lee smile. He rest his head against my breast. "So which one do we do."

"How about all three." I say which causes Lee to smile. Then....well I'm pretty sure I don't need to go into detail after that. Let's just say it was the best forty five minutes of my life.

Well let's just go to where after we stopped, Lee was laying on the floor in sweat and pain but with a giant smile on his face. I however stood up and looked at myself in the mirror. Sure my body looked great and all but I didn't feel like I was looking at Lara Drake. I used to be the girl who would always be worried about her grades, be respectful and organized. The girl who used to hide under her bed when her parents would fight every night. The girl who would cry when her dad would hit her mom and try to hit her. But I look at myself now and see a dirty, naked girl who breaks the rules and doesnt have good grades. A girl who is rebellious towards her parents. A girl who despises her parents. Either way one thing is for sure; I changed for better or I changed for worse. But this is me. This is my life.